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| 06:28pm 20/07/2006 |
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sitting in class...
i should actually be writing a paper, but you know how that works
things are good.
real good
violet is wonderful...
she is 6 months old today.. yay for her...
she is almost sitting up right now
trying to crawl
making the cutest noises ever...
well that is it...
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| 11:37am 14/07/2006 |
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at lynnettes doing nothing...
sitting here bored
i have to work tonight at 5 that should be a blast
sydney says hey and for you guys to have a marvelous day!!! |
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| 06:41pm 13/07/2006 |
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I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
this is the song i said reminds me of you
it crazy how lyrics can turn something on the inside of someone so much that they just dont know what to do
i listened to this song over and over for a while....
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| 06:26pm 13/07/2006 |
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hey so things are okay
i got to see someone today and it was WONDERFUL
she is beautiful in
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| 11:01am 09/10/2005 |
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i dont know how to close this thing for real..but as of now, livejournal is done |
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| 11:18pm 30/09/2005 |
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so you see it is like this..sometimes in our life things happen then one day we wake up and suddenly ralize that there is NOTHING that is going to be able to be done about the situation.
I am having a child, an yes, i kind of dont know who the babies father is. i am confused between two. but that is okay. i love my child anyway. it does not matter who the father is. i love her. she is my baby and the love of my life. i have not came to this realization and me saying this now lets me understand. i need to understand. but i need to deal with the choices i have made and deal with the child that is growing inside of me. i love her. i will love her for a long time. forever actually. and i am okay with that. in fact i am perfectly happy with the idea of taking this child's life into my hands and making her to be the most wonderful woman she can be. despite all of the problems she will go through i will for ever be in her life. holding her hand and making sure that she has me. so maybe she wont have a father. maybe she will. if she does or is she doesn't she will at least know that she will have a mother that loves her more than anything in this world. and one day she will come to me and ask about her father, and i will be as honest with her as i think i need to be at the time and tell her. she will know. she will learn. she will fail, and hurt, and hate, and cry. she will have problems and hate me more each day. and that will be wonderful. she will make me cry. i will see her develop and start school, then graduate, then go to college, the love and carry on what i gave her. and that makes me the happiest.
i will be there for her.
she will always have me
no matter what.
she is my love
my child
my Violet. |
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| 10:00pm 26/09/2005 |
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You are a
Social Liberal
(71% permissive)
and an...
Economic Conservative
(60% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Libertarian
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid |
You are best described as a:
Libertarian
You exhibit a very well-developed sense of Right and Wrong and believe in economic fairness. loc: (81, 37)
modscore: (36, 43) |
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| 09:18pm 26/09/2005 |
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okay so hello to all..i know that i am absolutely horrible about updating this thing
it is just so much more interesting to read everyone elses than to write my own.
saw rachel today. i love living here in ozark that way i get to see her almost whenever i want to!
Violet is doing absolutely divine....she moves like crazy and is constantly having insane ideas to punch or kick me...especially when i wake her up(i do this by shaking my belly.)
i think that makes her grumpy...its cute..i can see her little face now, like
"OH NO THAT WOMAN DID NOT JUST WAKE ME UP IN THE MIDDLE UP MY WARM AMNIOTIC FLUID FILLED NAP!!"
she is probably going to come out wailing....
i love her..she is the best. i talk to her all the time. especially at work and people walk by and i know that thay are thinking.."what in the world is she doing?"
its okay...i can look crazy...(at least it is justifiable this time)
well speak of the devil she just decided to put her two cents in and kick..hmmm how nice...she's nosy you see.
well that is it..later tater!!!
oh! tried on a sexy nun halloween outfit tonight at the mall..it was naughty....pregnant nun..hehe...sounds dirty..my boobs looked great in it though...
tried on a napolean dynamite wig...yeah i have to admit i was the shit....bared a slight resemblance to Brett Lashier.... |
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| 12:08am 24/09/2005 |
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hello to he world! umm things are good here
how about you guys |
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| 01:16pm 14/09/2005 |
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sex is like math...
u add the bed...
subtract the clothes...
divide the legs...
leave your solution...
and pray you dont multiply!
isnt that absolutely disgusting sounding...quite funny at the same time though....
how come my freaking algebraic problem had to work out and i get to multiply?
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| 11:31pm 13/09/2005 |
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When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks.
Natalie Clifford Barney |
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| 11:24pm 13/09/2005 |
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mood: creative music: television
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its kinda late
i am not tired...hmmmm |
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| 01:45pm 13/09/2005 |
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so i am updating again...i dont know what has gotted into me..i never really write in this thing.
i guess its because i just woke up and i am sitting here in a tshirt drinking chocolate milk listening to some movie on usa....and decided that i should do something productive.
rach is at school and i am here. i hope she is having a good day. i am sure it is going all right
my recruiter called me and now i am transferred to ft benning georgia...so now i will have to go there one weekend a month instead of going to bham.
its good though it is actually not as far away.
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| 04:12pm 12/09/2005 |
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just got back from bham yesterday and things are great.
picked rach up from school today. i love picking her up. the way her face lights up when she sees me.
it always makes everything okay.
i am in debt up to my ears, trying to transfer my unit to georgia, and wondering how i am going to pay this months phone bill, but she makes it all okay.
i forget for a little while how wreckless things really can be.
at least i can plan for hear and expect her to be there.
she wont let me down.
thats why she is my everything.
baby is doing fine. now when i lie down and have someone touch my stomach they can feel the baby move, which is usally like around 900 at night since Violet likes to sleep during the day and move like crazy when i am trying to sleep.
i tried to wake her up today so that Rach could feel her move, but stubborn like her mother she said no and stayed asleep.
its warm in there i imagine. i would not wake up either..
i am hungry. Rach is cooking something for me so i dont have to spend my money before i go to class. it is nice of her and i like it when she does that.
well she is back.
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| 08:18pm 05/09/2005 |
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The new update...
My baby's name is now
Violet Elise..
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| 01:08pm 04/09/2005 |
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so as you all know i am having a girl. her name will be...drumroll please..
VIOLET MAE.
i love her already.
I love my Rachel.
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| 06:46pm 01/09/2005 |
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hello lj world..long time no see.
things are good.
i find out tommorrow what i am having!!!
AHHHHH i am so excited i bet i wont be able to sleep tonight!
me and rachel are doing good.
college is doin well.
i dont have a job anymore. thats the only down fall going on right now
well thats it
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| 10:04pm 28/08/2005 |
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Today was okay. I did nothing, went to go and see my aunt in the nursing home and went to Wal-mart.
Made Rachel mad at me...but that is okay.......somtimes that kind of stuff happens.
It is something that people go through.
I find out in 5 days what we(me and Rachel) are having. I consider it hers more than anyones.
I cant wait.
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| 11:09pm 25/08/2005 |
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okay
i am sitting at rach's house after work
hmmmmm..i have all of this english work that i sooooo should be doing right now.
i just really dont have time..and i am tired.
i will be going home soon anyway and it is time to sleep.
work was okay. i find out in a week what i am having.
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